behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me. ~ To tell you the truth, I've just been avoiding everything. ~Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself. ~ I think I'm afraid of being happy because every time I'm happy, something bad always happens. ~ I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much . ~ A golden heart stopped beating, working hands went to rest. He broke many hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best .